Sunday, June 26, 2016

Medical Medium Cleanse: Celery Juice and Raw Food Day 26


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Food:

22 oz celery juice
lemon water all day
Smoothie: mango, frozen wild blueberries, frozen strawberries, banana, kale, water
Snacks: fresh blueberries from my yard, honeydew melon, yellow watermelon (not a fan)
Salad: lettuce, red pepper, cucumber, apple, sugar snap peas, cherry tomatoes, dressing (avocado, ginger, salt, garlic powder, onion powder)

Today I did two "big deal" things that pretty much amazed me. 

The first, I went to iFly with my son and husband, and even encountered a couple of scents, but I made it - WITHOUT my mask! I haven't left the house in months, and it's ALWAYS with my mask if I have. I did well, and felt good afterwards, too.

When I got home, I did about a half hour of yard work, which included trimming and even sawing branches - I was huffing and puffing after the sawing, but I just needed to rest and I was still okay. After some food and rest, I was good. This is just amazing me, still - I really am coming back, it's fantastic!


We spent time outside, and while my husband and son jumped on the trampoline, I picked SO many berries from our blueberry bushes! It's the biggest haul we've had in years! My son delightedly ate pretty much the whole bowl on his own - he loves fresh-picked fruit!

*****


Of course, as they day progressed, my body got stiffer and more sore, so I guess I need to be wary of that and careful, because still with the not being conditioned. I kind of hurt myself there. And the lack of sleep caught up to me, because I got tired really early, too.

I'll become conditioned again, I will. 




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Saturday, June 25, 2016

Medical Medium Cleanse: Celery Juice and Raw Food Day 25

 Day 1     Day 2     Day 3     Day 4     Day 5     Day 6     Day 7     Day 8     Day 9     Day 10     Day 11     Day 12     Day 13     Day 14     Day 15     Day 16     Day 17     Day 18     Day 19     Day 20     Day 21     Day 22     Day 23     Day 24

Food:
22 oz celery juice
lemon water all day
Smoothie: mango, orange juice, frozen wild blueberries, frozen strawberries, water
Dinner Salad: lettuce, red pepper, grapes, cucumber, apple, dressing (avocado, orange juice, salt, garlic powder, onion powder)
Snacks: red potato fries, banana

I can't even today. PTSD brain, triggered by being harassed by the landscaper, just endless thought loops. I'm doing my best here, but failing....



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Friday, June 24, 2016

Medical Medium Cleanse: Celery Juice and Raw Food Day 24

As discussed in my original post, I'm documenting the effects of drinking 16 oz celery juice every morning (and transitioning back to raw fruits and veggies). Today is Day 12.

 Day 1     Day 2     Day 3     Day 4     Day 5     Day 6     Day 7     Day 8     Day 9     Day 10     Day 11     Day 12     Day 13     Day 14     Day 15     Day 16     Day 17     Day 18     Day 19     Day 20     Day 21     Day 22     Day 23

Food:
22 oz celery juice
lemon water all day
Smoothie: banana, orange juice, papaya, frozen wild blueberries, frozen strawberries, kale, ice, supplements, water
Lunch Salad: lettuce, red pepper, sugar snap peas, grapes, cucumber, asparagus, dressing (avocado, cilantro, salt, garlic powder, onion powder)
Snacks: red potato fries, banana
Dinner: Salad: lettuce, red pepper, sugar snap peas, grapes, cucumber, asparagus, dressing (avocado, cilantro, salt, garlic powder, onion powder)

Okay, so prayer works. I mean, it's not that I doubted it per se, but I was having trouble feeling like I was connecting when I was just doing it all by my lonesome. I mean, I'm really out of practice. My background is Gods and Goddesses, intention and nature, not angels and prayers. But yesterday crying n my yard and asking The Angel of Deliverance to just please deliver us from this situation and I was just vulnerable and I guess....open....it felt like this time it really went out there and was heard.

I also had great help and support from those two Medical Medium groups I asked for help in. I mean, that really worked, too, it was wonderful. And it WAS like the clouds parted and we were able to see a solution that felt better to us than having to continue dealing with that particular company. So now THAT is the path we're on and it IMMEDIATELY felt better. For both of us.

I mean this had been causing arguments between myself and my husband, and more arguing on both our parts with this guy, and it was getting us nowhere, because this is a person who thinks they are beyond reproach. This is NOT someone who knows how to make customers happy OR to run a business, and I think he won't be in business much longer doing it this way. But it doesn't matter to us anymore, because we're free!

I am so grateful for finding ALL of this. I mean, I was in a SEVERE mast cell reaction yesterday - my face was blotchy red, as was my chest, and my thinking was becoming foggy, and the adrenaline surge was nonstop. And as soon as we realized they weren't going to show up, we started making another plan, and immediately I started to feel better.

And I thought I'd need to take benadryl to calm my system down, and at one point I probably ought to have, because it was getting a bit scary....but it calmed down on its own this time, as soon as the threat lifted. I even skipped a meal, and then got back on track with dinner, eating foods that supported me and helped me.

And I noticed, you know, that even the pain has been less the past couple of days - the constant throbbing pain in my back has been less, and yesterday I was able to stand for a lot longer than usual. THAT was pretty cool to notice. And even though I had a whole full blown mast cell reaction it went away without pharmaceutical intervention, and I STILL had the clarity and energy to think and come up with a new plan, and to reach out to three new professionals to get quotes on fixing this job.



And today when they called I was even able to answer the phone and speak with them, and make appointments with them for times I knew my husband wouldn't be home - so it will be just me talking with them about what needs doing. And that felt good, because it's something I know I can do. Before this cleanse my anxiety would never have allowed for that to happen, there would have been no way I could have done that.

I AM still making amazing progress. I AM still moving forward, despite the setbacks.





Thursday, June 23, 2016

Medical Medium Cleanse: Celery Juice and Raw Food Day 23

As discussed in my original post, I'm documenting the effects of drinking 16 oz celery juice every morning (and transitioning back to raw fruits and veggies). Today is Day 12.

 Day 1     Day 2     Day 3     Day 4     Day 5     Day 6     Day 7     Day 8     Day 9     Day 10     Day 11     Day 12     Day 13     Day 14     Day 15     Day 16     Day 17     Day 18     Day 19     Day 20     Day 21     Day 22

Food:
22 oz celery juice
lemon water all day

Smoothie: banana, frozen mango, papaya, frozen wild blueberries, strawberries, kale, ice, supplements, water
Salad: lettuce, tomato, red pepper, sugar snap peas, apple, cucumber, asparagus, chives, dressing (avocado, salt, garlic powder, onion powder)
Snacks: banana, mango, dates, banana/avocado pudding


I posted on two Medical Medium Facebook groups asking for prayers and help, as well as my Facebook page, and got suggestions and lots of prayers and energy, and I think it worked, because today rather than having to have that company back on my property, they didn't bother to show up at all.

I'm not going to go into the whole story here, because that's not what this is about, but we found a solution that works for us and means we never have to interact with them again, which makes us both very happy.

Hopefully now we can return to making progress with my health rather than finding new ways to tank it. 





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Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Medical Medium Cleanse: Celery Juice and Raw Food Day 22

As discussed in my original post, I'm documenting the effects of drinking 16 oz celery juice every morning (and transitioning back to raw fruits and veggies). Today is Day 12.

 Day 1     Day 2     Day 3     Day 4     Day 5     Day 6     Day 8     Day 9     Day 10     Day 11     Day 12     Day 13     Day 14     Day 15     Day 16     Day 17     Day 18     Day 19     Day 20     Day 21

Food:
16 oz celery juice
lemon water all day
Smoothie: banana, frozen mango, papaya, frozen wild blueberries, strawberries, kale, ice, supplements, water
Lunch salad: lettuce, tomato, red pepper, sugar snap peas, apple, grapes, cucumber, asparagus, chives, dressing (avocado, salt, garlic powder, onion powder)
Snack: banana, orange, dates
Dinner salad: lettuce, tomato, sprouts, cucumber, asparagus, chives, dressing (avocado, salt, garlic powder, onion powder)
Cooked potato 


I'm really not handling this stress well, and all the praying and talking to the angels just isn't helping me. I'm trying to believe this will work out, but it's not looking good for us, and I don't know what to do. 

I'm also having a huge mast cell reaction, and the adrenaline won;t stop surging through my body. I'm in constant fight or flight.