22 oz celery juice
lemon water all day
Smoothie: banana, orange juice, papaya, frozen wild blueberries, frozen strawberries, kale, ice, supplements, water
Lunch Salad: lettuce, red pepper, sugar snap peas, grapes, cucumber, asparagus, dressing (avocado, cilantro, salt, garlic powder, onion powder)
Snacks: red potato fries, banana
Dinner: Salad: lettuce, red pepper, sugar snap peas, grapes, cucumber, asparagus, dressing (avocado, cilantro, salt, garlic powder, onion powder)
Okay, so prayer works. I mean, it's not that I doubted it per se, but I was having trouble feeling like I was connecting when I was just doing it all by my lonesome. I mean, I'm really out of practice. My background is Gods and Goddesses, intention and nature, not angels and prayers. But yesterday crying n my yard and asking The Angel of Deliverance to just please deliver us from this situation and I was just vulnerable and I guess....open....it felt like this time it really went out there and was heard.
I also had great help and support from those two Medical Medium groups I asked for help in. I mean, that really worked, too, it was wonderful. And it WAS like the clouds parted and we were able to see a solution that felt better to us than having to continue dealing with that particular company. So now THAT is the path we're on and it IMMEDIATELY felt better. For both of us.
I mean this had been causing arguments between myself and my husband, and more arguing on both our parts with this guy, and it was getting us nowhere, because this is a person who thinks they are beyond reproach. This is NOT someone who knows how to make customers happy OR to run a business, and I think he won't be in business much longer doing it this way. But it doesn't matter to us anymore, because we're free!
I am so grateful for finding ALL of this. I mean, I was in a SEVERE mast cell reaction yesterday - my face was blotchy red, as was my chest, and my thinking was becoming foggy, and the adrenaline surge was nonstop. And as soon as we realized they weren't going to show up, we started making another plan, and immediately I started to feel better.
And I thought I'd need to take benadryl to calm my system down, and at one point I probably ought to have, because it was getting a bit scary....but it calmed down on its own this time, as soon as the threat lifted. I even skipped a meal, and then got back on track with dinner, eating foods that supported me and helped me.
And I noticed, you know, that even the pain has been less the past couple of days - the constant throbbing pain in my back has been less, and yesterday I was able to stand for a lot longer than usual. THAT was pretty cool to notice. And even though I had a whole full blown mast cell reaction it went away without pharmaceutical intervention, and I STILL had the clarity and energy to think and come up with a new plan, and to reach out to three new professionals to get quotes on fixing this job.
And today when they called I was even able to answer the phone and speak with them, and make appointments with them for times I knew my husband wouldn't be home - so it will be just me talking with them about what needs doing. And that felt good, because it's something I know I can do. Before this cleanse my anxiety would never have allowed for that to happen, there would have been no way I could have done that.
I AM still making amazing progress. I AM still moving forward, despite the setbacks.